Saturday, September 13, 2008
Friday, September 12, 2008
It's FINISHED!!
The tan frame that is hanging low on the wall was from Heidi and Lauren back in November of last year. They gave it to Ted and I after we had our miscarriage. It says....
"If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will. ~Unknown"
Lauren and Heidi had taken our ultrasound picture of Peyton and put it in that frame. I knew when they gave it to me that someday we would have a beautiful nursery and that that precious frame would have a special place in that room. It is so amazing to think back on that time almost 11 months ago. I remember feeling so many different emotions - sadness, anger, confusion, guilt, hopelessness. I thought I would never get through it. I can even remember being angry after we found out we were expecting the 2nd time. I felt guilty for being excited about the new pregnancy because I felt like I was forgetting about Peyton. And I was so terrified it would happen again. Since then, I have come to grips that God knew all along what was going to happen and why. I was able to find peace in the fact that there was something wrong with that little baby and that she simply needed to be with Jesus. I was also able to let go of the feelings that it happened because of something that I did wrong.
It was so amazing to see the different lessons God taught Ted and I during that time. Going through an experience like that made us fall even more in love with each other...Never thought that would be possible! I am so thankful that God blessed me with him. I cannot imagine having to go through a hardship if I didn't have his love, comfort, and support.
So here we go... potentially our last weekend together "just the two" of us. I am so excited, yet nervous at the same time. How do you really prepare to welcome a little life into the world!? As miserable as I am, I thank God EVERY day for the blessing he is giving us. I will cherish these next few days with Ted and I will cherish the final few days of kicks, tumbles and twists that our little gymnast so frequently practices. Our lives are about to change forever and we couldn't be more excited!!!
We are ready to meet our little boy... or girl. :)
Monday, September 1, 2008
Holiday Weekend by the Pool....
Preparing for baby Lawver!
Abundance of towels and bibs
Adorable Vera Bradley diaper bag from Ted's brother Thomas and his girlfriend Amanda.
Bedding looks SO cute in the nursery. This picture doesn't do it justice.
We came home from dinner the other night and this pack and play was on our porch with no note! We finially figured out that it was from Ted's eye dr's wife! How nice! This matches our stroller and carseat. (The bottom is getting steamed...dont worry)
The start of our book and toy collection!
Our bassinet! ALSO on the "needs steamed" list. It glides from L-R, vibrates and has like 16 songs. Love the colors of it.
Our "Take Home Outfit" options for boy & girl! I fell in love with these and had to buy them. Which ever one we dont end up needing, we will take back. I have them hanging so that Mom will know where they are and will be able to wash the "needed" one and bring it to the hospital for me. :)
Ok... Here are the LAST 2 pictures. The much requested belly pictures.
Now, I know I was excited for a long time that I havn't had stretch marks, but I have come to grips with the fact that they were just in areas I could not see.
However, all who read this blog will be able to see them clearly. :)
You can kind of tell on the L side of this picture - my right side - that the butt is sticking out a little bit. Butt pushing is a daily activity for us. :)

